Acceptance Issues~~Koooorrrraaa!~~

I really like this pic~~

Okay...For those who didn't know...I kinda hate this fact....the fact that...

I'm a girl.

So. I'm supposed to act like a girl, sit like a girl, eat like a girl, wear make up like a girl, dress up in barbie pink like a girl, socialize like a girl...

NO F**KING WAY!

I am a tomboy who has girls saying that I look hot with my hair down. That if I was a boy, they already try to tackle me. That already has some boys liking me as a boy. That has MALE raya clothes.

Kuhahah!

Okay, had to let that out.

So...WTF am I doing her again? ( get's a Yaoi manga thrown in the face by Inner Sano)

Okay...as the title of the post says, I am going to rant about acceptance.

As you all know, I am a rather happy go lucky ( really? I don't feel any emotions for most of the 24 hours in a day) tomboy that dislikes being called Justin Bieber because my hair looks like him * according to what the people say.

Hehe~~ I look like this ( kinda) when I go out~~

HELLO! I decided to make my hair the way it is since I watched Boys Over Flowers and got intrigued by Kim Bum's hair. Hey, I like those stuff too, I watch it for the cars and funny tactics. My mom, however, watches it for Kim Hyoo Jun, or as she calls him, Ji Hoo.

And I NEVER copy other people's hair ( unless you count Kim Bum and Peter Petreli from Heros...so what! I liked his chara! that happened to me when I was 10...I LOOKED LIKE AN IDIOT THEN -__________-'''''''')

Besides, I hate Justin ( No offence to all his fans) because he is...a babe magnet and I'm not....LOL

So...as you also know, I am Bi. Some people said I was weird while others just excepted it. I am NOT going to let my parents find out * unless they know already...* ThoAho calls me Lesbo-Lord all the time and I recoil saying that he'd be Gay for Ryohei, not that he even knows who is Ryohei either. So...yesterday, during P.E., this is what happened.

Since we are fasting, we got to laze around ( not that I don't during normal months) so, my inner tudung got messed up and I took it off. I was wearing my PBSM uniform with my signature blue shirt that I bought from FOS. Alla, you know, the one that I normally wear for Kokurikulum.

So, I decided to chillax at the corridor near the book shop, right? I grabbed my bag, open the uniform, letting the blue shirt be completely seen and laid down, with the breeze swaying though my hair. AHHHH~~

I got mixed reactions from my friends. THe one that I liked the most was by Merry.

She said something that I can roughly translate into cool * was it heng shuei?* and she said that if I was a guy, she'd tried to tackle me completely....UTTER AWESOMENESS!

When I got out of the school, Ding Dong said he LOOOVVVED my hair while Sofia ( another tomboy, i guess) said " Fuyoh, Sano!" which means Wow.

Hehe, I like it.

So, they accept me, I think. My friends do...while the religious ones say that it's not good...whatever.

With my mom and dad, that's a whole different situation.

My mother, does everything she can to stop me from being like this. From buying me girly clothes ( she still does this and ends up wearing them herself), trying to put make up on me ( the last attemp failed!) and a heck of lot more things...

I have this one trait that became a habit because of watching Kuroshitsuji. I tend to cross my legs like a man ( you know, the MAN way, one leg on lap) my mom keeps on saying " Put your leg down!" and I'll say " No"

We fight ( not shouting, just playfully fight, like a 'daughter' and mother la kan)

For the two years, I have progressed from a childish tomboy to a semi-mature tomboy. In case you don't know what that means, I don't either X'D

I now wear my black MALE clothes almost everyday. If I could, wear those Polo boxers that I really wanted. I wear my MANLY seductive perfume for Prefect Meetings ( you can't really pick it's scent since it's hot and I'm sweaty but if you come a little closer, then you will) that I took from my dad after he didn't want to use them. I remember him wearing it all the time when I was a kid. It brings back fond memories.

My dad however, is very different.

EHEHE~~ I saw the KHR version of the song and it was so cool~~

Since I was young, people were afraid of my dad, ever so more when he kept his mustache. He never really smiles ( but when he does, you can't see his eyes and light bulbs will pop because of the overflow of eletricity) and his normally has a frown on his face. Some, if not most of my friends are very afraid of him...and that includes the teachers of my previous school after he came there to check on how they mark the maths paper....talk about being stern dad.

He is now trying to fight with me to prove WHO'S MORE MANLY THAN THE OTHER....

Like I said, I come from a violent ( me: Xanxus. IDIOT bro: Squalo. Mother: Belphegor. Father: Fran) and very dysfunctional family so don't blame us. It's in our genes.

But...there is one thing that I am going to do. I'm going to super date boys and girls, have open relationships and so on, until I found the one I will be happy with. My friends liked this when I wrote it at Facebook.

He TOTALLY excepts me as a tomboy! He actually bought me MALE raya clothes and lets me wear his perfume and let's me walk and strut like a man, lets me wear MAN clothes, lets me talk like a MAN ( however that is) and is perfectly fine with it!

He is the greatest! He's one of the few people who really except me for who I really am. I wish the others could too...Not that there aren't people that do but seriously,

STOP SAYING THAT I SHOULDN'T BE MYSELF. I'm getting bored of it la. Just shut up and face the music if you don't like it.

I AM SEIICHIRO SANO AND I LOVE BEING A TOMBOY. THIS GOES OUT TO ALL MY HATERS AND TOMBOY HATERS OUT THERE.

Your Friend,

Seiichiro Sano