I fucking hate this stupid life.

Yesterday, we spent the whole day out at a mall named the Curve. I went out with my mom, stupid bro, one of my best friends Sara Cortez and her mom in their Avanza car. So we spent like 7 hours in that mall mainly because of my mom and her mom's looking at clothes and the rest of the things women do at a clothes store. My mom gave me RM 50, okay? She said, pocket money. Okay, that means that I can use it for whatever I want, right?

I bought myself a tie from Kitchen for RM 20.95 and a super cool skull ring for RM 19. My mother was like blabbing her head off on why I bought my fucking tie and I was like " Come on! You told me to buy anything I wanted, kan? So I happened to find a tie that I was looking for quite a long time. I beli, you marah I buat ape?"

So we spent like the whole day there, waiting for them when they went to Debenhams, Nichi and Metrojaya. That's like over 5 hours coupled altogether and shit. I never said anything when they did that and she says that me buying my tie is wasting my money. YOU TOLD ME TO USE THE DAMNED MONEY FOR GOD'S SAKE!

But that place doesn't even have proper places to take pictures and I only got a few nice shots. We made a few frikin vids on what we want for out future and what were our dream persons. All of that with the stupid imbicle of a bro tagging along, fuck him. He's such a damn mama's boy and a spoilt one on that. My mom mopes up everything he does and it's so fucking annoying.

Fuck. This. Fucking. Life.

I'd be better off shopping on my own if I have to face this whenever they give me money. Stupid hypocrites. FUCK THEM.

My stupid bro pulak, he's a frikin mama's boy who mom sucks everything up. Just because he's 7 doesn't mean that he's innocent.

A person who hates spending holidays with my hypocrite family

Seiichiro Sano

Yeap, almost a month

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I haven't blogged for almost another month....I am a horrible person....

Well, to be frank, nothing interesting had happened within the month...and the holidays are killing me from the boring-ness of it...Save me!

I have been drawing, sleeping and reading fan fics while I should have been studying for 8 books and a scanner =_='''

I am a lazy bum who needs a very long holiday in somewhere far, like Japan ( I wanna go there as an exchange student when I come of age)

Artwork has decreased dangerously over the past few weeks. Part of it is because of the lack of proper stadionary. My black pens have finished their ink and I always use them to colour in the black bits of any drawings that I do and the line art. All my pencil colours have become blunt and I made a horrible, irrevocable mistake on my Hanged Man Tarot Card Drawing...I almost cried it...there's a big blue smudge on it and I'll properly have to make a copy of that one...Haizh, why do these things have to happen to me?

Yeah, I know this is a short post but I have been very bored all break so I haven't much to say...

Your Friend,

Seiichiro Sano

The 30 day Challenge - Day 1

* I am not that fat...the shirt was puffed up!*

Day 01-A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

1. I am an otaku that can talk for hours if you ask me anything about anime that I like.

2. I am a person that would really want to try a Russian Vodka ( I write about François chugging them down like water because I'm JEALOUS!) but I can't because I'm Islam. Thank god...or I'll be an alcoholic!

3. I can't draw girls properly without flinching.

4. To me: Boy x Boy is heaven, Girl x Girl is Earth, and Boy x Girl is Hell

5. I sleep at 3 am daily, unless I am totally tired.

6. I like it so much when people mistake me for a boy.

7. I am a Bisexual who would like a super hot girlfriend first.

8. To me: Ji Hoo should have been with Jun Pyo. Jan Di should have been with her Ga Eul and Kim Bum should have been with Woo Bin * Boys Over Flower, Korean drama*

9. Kim Bum was the one who made me change my hair to become what it was today....I mean before my new haircut...

10. My hair was like a telephone cord when I was a kid.

11. I will use any type of book or piece of paper * as long as it's not toilet paper or shit infested or something like that* to draw if I feel the urge to do it * LOL, not DO it as in DO it..Do it as in draw*

12. I have sick fantasies of Tsuna wrapped in nothing but ribbons laying on the bed for Hibari * Cue Nosebleed*

13. I used to and usually have a laugh like Bart Simson.

14. I join online things * such as Tumbler and dA* for fun and end up getting addicted to them

15. I listen to all kinds of music, no matter what language or how long it is, if it is nice to hear and my head agrees with me. I'd take Heavy Metal if I could sing to it...but I can't because most of it is screaming and I don't want to kill my vocal cords, Yo!

And that is my 1st day!

Your Friend,

Seiichiro Sano

End of Form 1

Life is as always, an adventure. As we embark on the year end holiday that is given to us every end of the year, it also marks the end of our first year of High School ( well, tenically, its the first year of Middle School but in Malaysia, we call it Sekolah Menegah or Sekolah Tinggi, which can be translated as High School)

End of the first year of going into a new school, meeting new friends. New teachers, new foes. It is, afterall, a big adventure that most of us are lucky enough to go on. I myself have witness many changes in myself

I have suddenly developed the urge to grow taller and have a six pac, have this obbsession on Yaoi, which is considered something forbidden for my religion, have become a hardcore otaku that can go on talking for hours about the animes that I really like, such as Katekyo Hitman Reborn and Kuroshitsuji. I also have discovered that I am a Bisexual, meaning that I don't really care about gender when it comes to love.

As such, I have also developed into a human that doesn't really show his own feelings but will explode in tears and rage when provoked to a level where I can't take it. I once got sick ( well, just a slight cold that no one noticed) because I cried while in the shower and ended up soaking in cold water for 30 minutes and I then broke down in my room, whispering that no one loved me and I was pathetic so no one cared for me. I couldn't even get the person that I have liked since I was 10.

How pathethic am I? A heck of a lot.

If I am going to bore you to death, then you may leave. The world has enough haters. Kindly get the fuck out of my blog and begone with you.

I wanted to be loved. I wanted to be cared for. I felt like the world was crashing down on me and no one else could rescue me. I didn't even tell my friends about it. I wanted some one to look at me enough so that they notice that I was different from before.

I was very depressed and even thought of killing myself...or just killing Alois Trancy over and over again in my head but I guess Claude beat me to it! HAHA! YAY FOR CLAUDE!

Nah, I was never a person to get suicidal, even if I have only lived for 13 years. Sure I was depressed but I never had the tendency to kill myself because it was stupid.

I really need someone to talk to and someone to...I don't know? Be a shoulder to cry on or whatever that shit is called. I am alone in the world, no one can fully understand me, people talk about me behind my back and what am I supposed to do?

Just keep quiet? Just pretend that I don't know or notice? I am doing that now. And it only works for 20% of the time. Why is it so hard for me to have a perfectly happy life?

Maybe it was supposed to make me stronger in the long run? Well then, no shit Sherlock, it ain't working!

As I sit down at my usual spot with my drawings around me and a stack of blank A4 paper in my file, I thinking, what the hell am I going to draw next.

I've already done 10 of the Major Archana tarot card deck and I've finished the drawing about the growth of Sano and finally deciding on what he/she looks like in the distant future, vamped up Bran's Scyth to make it look as if I was bleeding from the skull at the end of it's staff and make Zachary look even more girly than he already is...and now I face myself with the biggest problem...in like a year.

How to colour Hibari's hair in a potrait by only using an Artline 250 0.4?

Yes, I am that fussy when it comes to blacks! Everything that is black NEEDS to be coloured with a gel pen or marker. No matter what the consuqueses

Your friend,

Seiichiro Sano

End of school

A little doodle I did for my friend on dA comment

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!

WAKAKAKAKAKAKA! * gone crazy like Siva*

Today ( actually on he 11...internet was getting to my nerves ever time I tried to blog this...it didn't go through!) I was was was one of the worst and funniest days at school!

No one came...not even Sara-chan...there are only 15 people in the class and only 3 of the teachers came into the classroom today so we had a perfect blast!

It started off like normal, and was pretty boring. Me, Lily-chan, Sevanis-chan, Wani-chan and Sharvenna-chan were playing Uno and Rotten Cabbage all day long..at least before me and Wani-chan had to go to take care of 1 Jasmine. We first played a round of checkers and of course, Rotten Cabbage before we got bored and then took out our books and I started to draw. I sketched Cross in his apperance of the magician in the Major Archana Tarot Card project.

But the real fun, was after we came back

First, we started another round of Uno before I went out of the class and noticed that no one was there. 1B had gone to the libary and the Peralihan class was downstairs so we were left with about 4 classes on the 3rd floor. Then, I heard some crazy laughing and saw Siva and Yim running while Siva was laughing like an manic while trying to jump of the building.

Then, they found some left-over rafia or whatever you call it and Yim tried to tie it to the fan so

Siva could hang himself...but then Roo took it from Yim and strangled Siva while dragging him behind..they knocked down a couple of desks and chairs so yeah, I couldn't stop laughing.

Vernon and Baka-Itachi-Sama ( BIC) came into the class after me and Roo waved at them from the 3rd floor coridor. They came upstairs and made a rachet with the other guys. Puan Nik asked them to go downstairs but they stayed anyways until there was 10 minutes till D-Time.

Siva and me were alone at the back of the class while the others were in the front when he started to laugh maniacly while trying to again, jump out of the window and banged his head on the large corkboard thingy. I laughed so hard that my ribs hurt and it really hurt! But I was still lauhging like no tomorrow, so HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

After that, they tied Yim down on a chair and played out scenes from the Indian Movies that they watched. Vernon kept forgetting the lines and it ended up being very hilarous. In one part, Roo asked him to act a scene by an actor called Singam. He said I hate Singam and Yim said " I like Singam" and he then said " Shut up okay, I just blew off your future!" and mimiced shooting Yim's...Balls X"D

So yeah, it was crazy! He kept on repeating the same words when when he forgot the lines and

Me and Sevanis-chan were laughing away and again, my ribs hurt like hell!

The girls sat at one corner, doing their own work such as playing card games and Qin-chan was writing something in Chinese...I think it maybe a love letter or something like that. I wish I learnt Chinese better when I was a kid...She said it would be very nice if I could read it.

So yeah, it was like that until we went back! A pretty memorable day but it would be better if I could bring this to school to take some pictures...it is after all the last days of our Form 1.

Haa, good bye Form 1, hello HOLIDAYS!

Your Friend,

Seiichiro Sano

BOORRRING day at school

I wish to do this to the one I love, but my koi doesn't like me back. When will I be loved?

Argh! I was so damn boring at school! * but I managed to ink and correct two pictures, so it was kinda worth it*

Kyoko-chan and Usagi-chan didn't come to school! ARGH! They left me alone with Sara-chan....and she left me with Wani-chan and Wani-chan had this great book that I'll only get to borrow next year...

Haiz, what to do?

This few days * Tomorrow, Friday, next Monday and Tuesday* are the last of our Form 1 lives. I'll be turning 14 next January 3...and it'll be on the day we come back to school. MUAHAHA! Going to go total 'gila' * Crazy* mode with the comic1 I am going to finish the entire seires and add in some extras so hand in the money come Jan 3rd~! * think of it as a birthday present...I want one...I haven't received one this year :'(*

I had to take off the damn curtains from the classroom and give them to all the girls...I got caught with one too...I hate this!

So, I inked * finally!* my High Priestess of my Major Arcana tarot cards and my Beach Scene for Alla Valse...which I both did during the exams that was like...2 weeks ago? Haa, I'm such a lazy bone! But there are a few problems....

I made Cross look like a kid * I meant for him to look like a kid but I'm unsure about his hand positions and his fingers. I have trouble making them NOT look like claws or bananas* and I can't seem to draw a bikini...you know...hotly? Infact...I sure if I could blush * I can't blush....maybe its because of my skin colour..can you blush?*, I would be blushing like a tomato...and its not because I 'feel' something when I draw it. Its just because I can't draw it propely, no matter what I try!

It's the same problem with each and every girl I draw. I mess up their busts big time! One could be big, one could be small, they could be too small or too big, unbalanced, wrong levels...and so on. GOD, why can't I draw the perfect girl?! If I draw them flat in the front and make em have boobs when I draw them sideways * I used to do that when I was 11*...I'd have a really big problem.

People would be wondering if my characters were male or female...since I draw them pretty much like boys nowdays..even the girls would sometimes look like boys, especially if they have short hair and those wise eyes * the small ones that most guys have in anime*

I even draw guys with long hair * and I mean long!* For example, one of my twins, Zack from the Kisah Remaja comic. I drew him with long, Kagamine twins yellow hair and basically, he looks like Rin, okay?

Mimi looks like a longer haired version of Len. Both of them would look the same if they let their hair down. Mimi ties hers in Hatsune Miku ponytails while Zack does it like a samurai! * you know, the long, spiky looking hair?...let me just find a scanner and then you'll be able to see it*

Is now trying to draw the bikini properly

Your Friend,

Seiichiro Sano

Yeah, this is a short post...

Deepavali

5/11/10

So it's 5 as I'm writing this

Just came back from my tata's ( grandfather in Indian) house. I had lunch there, ate some vegetarian chicken..I don;t know how they make it or classify myself. I'll try asking dad later!

I'm currently chilling in the sea side chalet....and its too bright to take any pics, I;ll try when its a little later.

Currently watching Australia, its a very interesting movie...and my dad changed it! HAIYA!!!! I WANNA SEE!

He's currently watching a guy getting hit in the cock one too many times. and I'm laughing out loud..but disappointed in watching it...I wanna watch Australia....

YES, He changed it~! And Nicole Kidman's seeing a kangaroo...and is awed by it...and then, BAM!

It gets shot! Roling on the floor laughing...and she trying to not watch Hugh Jakman take a bath. TRUE CLASSIC!

Their talking about horses and she think its about..you know what! ( and I'm laughing, again)

My mom's collage friend meet up with her...and bought her a KFC meal while we were starving in the hotel chalet will little to no food...really, damn my life! Its the same everytime we come where...no food...* mouth waters at the thought of food*

SHE THOUGHT I WAS A BOY! \>^

I was wearing my white short sleeved hoodie with a tank top/ camisoul in it...and of course my hair~~ Haaa, so damn proud~!

THis is how I'm supposed to look * side view of it*

*

How do I look? Sorry for the low light condition, there's only so much you can do with a webcam.

My cousins were there today, the hockey players! Anisha and Ganesha, the power duo, what I call them!

Ganesha is already taller that my dad by one inch and Anesha is almost the same height as my dad so they were making a big fuss about it. And I'm sulking because....well, they're taller than me...even if it doesn't show that much...OKAY, it DOES show that much.* sulking mode*

After dinner at a shop, we went back to tata's house for the 2nd time in the day. I was pretty shocked when I saw the actor that acted as Sivaji and was the main actor in the new hit movie ( at least to my friends...I only saw sneak peaks because...I don't know?) Indegram. He was....hairless! And he looked pretty weird.

My uncle, Ramu, was kinda showing off because my dad asked him to. He did all the breakdancing and things that I would rather be photographer to than rather doing it...too tiring and it could do the bad type of wonders to my already weak back ( yes, I have the back of a 75 year old because of all the heavy lifting I do and no proper excercise...yeah, I"M PAHTETIC, :)*

My cousin...who is a few cm's to be taller than me ( yes, I'm still sulking...comment all you want. I hate being average height...in a family ( father's side at least...) that excels in sports and most of them are above 175cm, excluding my tata and pati, wanted to take a picture of me. Her friends wanted to see 'that tomboy'. Lord knows what she told the audience of perverted chinese students ( she told me itself, okay!)

She's kinda like the total opposite of me and she's also a person who likes anime but she's kinda of a late bloomer in anime. She started to watch anime at the age of 9, while some of us

*Coff*me*coff* started watching at the age of 4.

She started with Card Captor Sakura, I started with Samurai X. I like shonen, action anime, and she likes shojo, cutesy, girly animes. Not that I can say that all of them are bad. Ouran High School Host club is pretty nice to watch, with Tamaki and Hikaru ( or was it Kaoru?) falling in love in the funniest ways with Haruhi...which I am so damn jelous of because she's flat ( sarcastic laugh)

And now I'm back in the hotel chalet, laying down on the day bed, no blanket and the aircond is probly going at 16 celcius...and I'm freezing, no damn blanket ( stupid useless hotel! Your supposed to give us the room that we bought! Haiz...damn my life) while waiting for Too Fast, To Furious ( the first one) to play back after the midnight news on TV3

( a TV station that has no respect for anime fans...they keep on repeating the damn anime episodes! To the offcials that may read this post, FUCK YOU! * waves middle finger while giving the middle finger salute to them*) while listening to a music list fulled with the Nico Nico Chorus's that I downloaded yesterday oth of pure bordome.

AND it's back on! Bye bi for tonight!

6/11/10

Woke up..had some tea ( my dad and BroAho finished the Milo...) and is now currently writing the blog post.

And this is me chilling aftet taking my bath.

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I have Beast's Shock playing. I tried to dance the

Man Man Ha Ni by U-kiss in the bathroom while taking my morning shower ( with HOT WATER! I don't have it at home and if you want it you have to boil it myself. Because of that, I don't really get sick alot since it boosts my body immune system...or something my 3rd grade BM teacher, Encik Halid said to me years ago) and

I pretty much failed at it! * laughs manicly*

My dad told me off because my pants were kinda falling off my hips * but it;s like that! I forgot to pack my belt along! Maybe he didn't notice it before) The green cargo pants that can be used for cosplays of Dino and Spanner * sadly, no green top* Let me show you a picture of it, ok?

There's no difference, right?

Currently at my mom's friends house, she's a real nice person.

Spent an hour at there then went out for dinner at this place that sells this thing called Nasi Arab. Since there wer five of us, we got a HUGE plate of rice and a whole chicken. Its very cheap, being only RM 56 for a whole set of the rice, chicken cold water, Shai ( tea mixed with mint, it's pretty sweet and makes the meal less tiring to eat) and apple juice from Arab. If you tried to get something like that from KL, I'm sure that it would cause a heck of a lot more!

And that shop was called Nasi Arab Damsyik. It's seems to be a popular place, there were already a lot of people when we got there but there were more after we finished. Sorry, webcam can't take night pictures so I can't take any pictures without it being black mush...Hais, I really need a proper camera! ( I want a DSL...)

My BroAho is watching Pucha on Disney ( we don't have Astro at home and the ariel's busted big time..so yeah, we live without watching the news...or even cartoons), Dad's in the toilet, sitting in the tub ( they have a jacuzzi thingy in here! Or at least the tub....) and I am perfectly wasted because of the Arab Rice...

After not really eating a meal for the whole day, something like that is a shock for the system...but we still have some pizza that I ordered from the hotel for lunch, which was the first time trying to order something from the hotel...after about 5 mins trying to get the coffee house's number, my dad finally told me that I have to call the operator first, then she'll patch me to room sevice, and the leftovers of the Arab Rice.

And one of Matryoshka's Nico Nico Choruses is playing...its nice listening to the song. It's currently high tide now, with the gentle sea waves swaying ( is that they way to explain it?), it's pretty peaceful here. A firework erupts once in a while, because it's the second day of Deepavali.

A gentle breeze sometimes blows..you can't really feel it here because it';s getting blocked by all the chalets, but from the second floor car park and the as you comeout of the hall way that leads you to the chalets, you can seriously feel it. And there's a waft of barbeque! At leasat from the carpark.

I'm here, feeling the breeze that is kinda non-existant...while writing this blog post alone. Haa, life is good, no? Have to lower the screen brightness if I want the battery to last longer.

Haiz...well, I'm off for tonight, I wanna try and draw something...but I hear this weird kind of music...and I'm not sure if it's coming from Glorry Beach Resort ( the hotel that has the whole beach to itself and is right next to this one) or it maybe a mermaid song...you never know!

Maybe I'll meet Ariel! * laughs manicly again*

But if your alone...this place seems kinda scary...Oh, WHAT ON EARTH AM I TALKING ABOUT!!! BAD THOUGHTS, BAD THOUGHTS!

But it wouldn't be so bad if the Flying Dutchman or the Black Pearl comes right up to my balchony and kidnapes me. That'd be nice, even if there only nasty pirates and theres no internet there at all * unless you have the GPS thingy that allows you to hack into the millitary that I don't think they have it in reality*

7/11/10

I spent around 30 mins today to take some pictures of the resort. Well, some of them are blurry and it was difficult to take the pictures...and people were looking weirdly at me so eyah. Nothing much to write about yet.

Okay, it starts off with me...I didn't take my bath yet so thats why I have bed hair that I can't really fix. My hair is naturally curly so its like that. When its longer than my shoulder, it turns curly...WHen I was a kid it was even more curly.

Check out my tumblr account for all these pics * uploading it into blogger is a pain because I can't seem to upload many pictures at one time without a disaster happening*

http://1827addiction.tumblr.com/

Life as we know it, is vile and vicious

This is for you guys so that you don't get bored! A little sneak peak at what I do to release rage~~

Remember, just because I use the names of my friends ( I ran out of ideas on names and decided to just use those that are here), doesn't mean I feel anything for the except for friendship, okay? THIS STORY WILL BE YURI and YAOI....with a couple of straights. So if you don't like it, don't read it

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Useless. That's what I am.

" Stupid! You can't get this simple equation right!" my father barked

Stupid? Yeah, I guess I am.

" You Buffoon! You don't even know how to do this properly?!" my mother shouted

Seriously, I did it just now. Those are leftover’s.

" Sano, why don't you stay a bit later?" a close friend asks

Because my mother comments on it and me when I come back a little late hurts my feelings. A lot.

" Sano! Fold your damn headscarf!" a teacher says

I'm only wearing it because the school asked us to. And I'm pretty sure that it hates me too. Just look at it, it goes crazy every time I try to make it better.

" Idiot! You can't even draw properly! You call this art?! This is shit compared to mine!" a person commented

Fuck them. Selfish fuck-tard. Who cares about your art? I'm doing mine happily and you're in my fucking way.

My name is Seiichiro Sano. I am 13 years old. I am a useless tomboy who looks and sounds feminine, not to mention being a short person who doesn't seem to be growing taller. Standing at 159 cm, I have to look up to many people, even if it doesn't really show when I'm near the older guys who are tall.

I have pimples on my face and back. I can't look like a proper guy no matter how hard I try. Most people don't accept me for who I am. If I could cut myself, maybe I'd already be doing it. But...there's no use for that. How the fuck am I supposed to explain it to the friends that are always by my side? The few that like me the way I am, accept me for what I am and want to be friends? What am I going to tell them?

" Oh, I've just cut myself cuz this world hates me, except you guys"

They'd go crying, I swear. Or just beat the shit out of me because I was harming myself.

Anything seems better than what I'm having now. This...stupid thing called depression in life. I hate it. Everyone expects me to be the best. The best student. The best daughter. The best child. The best artist. But no one really pays attention to what I'm feeling.

People don't realize that I tend to hide my feelings under a mask of monotone. An " I don't care" facade. I smile and blend into the crowd. I try my best to be myself in a world full of bitches and

bastards. But, what do I get out of it?

This.

This depression.

Bandar Country Homes is a boring place. Nothing much to do. Let's just place ourselves in Namimori, where there are some places like the shopping mall that you can actually go to on foot.

I walk along the peaceful road. It's quiet, the only thing making noises are the wind and leaves blowing to create a symphony that only a depressed individual can comprehend. I look at the sky, cold and grey. My hoodie flaps around and I am forced to zip it properly to prevent it from

flying away and making me suffer hypothermia. Brrr...That’ll be cold.

I blast my headphones with SID, Kenny G, On/Off, Wakashima Kanon, Linkin' Park, Simple Plan, The band Perry, F.T Island, the works. Currently, it's Otegami by SID playing, which makes me mellow out. It sooths my soul, carries it with the wind, taking it away from my body. I just walk pointlessly on a cold and windy autumn day.

Yeah. I'm starting to develop a mental disease, if you want to ask. I'm perfectly insane.

I reach the stairs that go up to Namimori Shrine. Wow...did I walk for that long? I decide to walk up there, for no particular reason. Maybe it’s because Rob Thomas's Lonely No More is playing. The trees have all turned a lovely shade of red and gold. At least to my rotten mind.

I climb up, legs burning and begging for mercy. I realize that I'm tripping on my cargo pants so fold them up to my shins. Cold air whips my legs and I inhale sharply. It's like daggers to my skin. But I like the pain. I can take it.

It's. No. Fucking. Biggie. I'm. Fine.

I guess my skin's sensitive. Or is it because I nearly scrubbed them off when I took my bath this morning out of frustration. Out of boredom. Out of Curiosity. Ha-ha. I think I need a

psychologist to look at me.

The shrine...is big. And cozy. And peaceful. I aimlessly look everywhere, like a brain dead zombie. As I walk, I find a few monks, wearing those cool robes that you see on Genjo Sanzo. You know, that blond priest in Sayuki. The one that always carries a gun. The look at me with interest. A rather tall one approves me...making me feel very puny.

" What is wrong child? I since that you are troubled" he asks me.

" I've just come here to...to..." I can't say anything so I ran away. I hear him call back for me but I didn't care. He'd probably tell me to repent or something like that. I've had my own share of sins. I'm not going to back down.

Ironically, Paramore's Ignorance is vibrating through my headphones. What a nice song choice. I find myself singing to the tune of the song, shouting it out. For once, I forgot about my worthless life and just put my head into running. Just running. Getting out of this hellhole I call life.

I finally reach the end of Namimori.

One more step, and I'm into Shimon. Great. If I go there, I'll have to deal with Kozato Enma, another Dame-person like myself. I look behind and see lights start to come up. I guess I've been out longer than I notice. One thing's for sure, I'm not going back home tonight. I'm never going home, back to boring Bandar Country Homes. Back to the house I've lived in for ten years. Back to...my old life.

I walk back, feeling chilly as the night creeps and darkness falls. I know that it's not safe. But, who can beat me? I'm in a state of mind that allows me to forget about everything and focus on something. If I did it on killing, I think I could go on for hours, despite being hurt. My mp3 player was still playing. It's amazing that the batteries could withstand this long. Kat-Tun's

Butterfly was playing.

Besides, I already disguised myself as a guy. My emo-ish hair was drenched in sweat because of the running. I had cut my hair at the usual place, asking the short Chinese dude to make a buzz cut at the sides and back so that it'd take longer for the hair to grow back. A long strip of my hair hanged on my forehead and down, slightly covering my left eye. I look totally like a guy for once.

Ha! If only Kyoko-chan and ThoAho could see me now. The dark chocolate hair that everyone liked was gone. It was now a bright orange. My eyes were mismatched, one blue and the other red. Yeah, I'm cosplaying my OC. So what? I did it so that no one would notice it was me.

Luckily I brought a sleeping bag in my bag pack and some snacks. Yay, I seem to have three packets of pocky, a packet of Cheerios, a packet of potato chips in BBQ flavor and some extras. Looks like the saving paid off. I'd survive my dinner now and brunch tomorrow. I look into my wallet and see the bills that I stole from my dad's pocket. I know, it's stealing but the man owes me some money and stuff so this considered fair and square.

Hmm...I could only survive a week even if I'm conservative...maybe this wasn't such a good idea.

To hell with that, I'm never going back. Kyoko-chan, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm going to leave you alone to face the world, more like I'm leaving myself to face to worls. You have Usagi-chan anyways. She's way better than I am. Man, for once, I'm glad that I don't have a boyfriend or a real girlfriend, since I liked Kyoko-chan but I couldn't tell her. They'd be sad. I don't want anyone to feel bad about me because, I don't deserve it. Their love. Their affections. Their passion.

I don't fucking deserve it.

I swear, it dropped a few degrees. I hope I don't get a cold. I pull my hood on and shove my hands into my pockets. It's cold. And I'm 100% miserable.

My breath starts to show, misty, creepy. This reminds me of a part of a cartoon I saw a long time ago. What was it? My Dad's A Rock Star? The main character and his friend go into a basement. The friend says that " People say that if you can see your breath, it means..." I forgot the rest. What a loser.

Arashi's Dear Snow plays now. It's nice. I never knew I had this song on my play list. I look up to the already dark sky, a few stars come into my vision. It's very beautiful. I wish I had a proper camera to take a pic of it.

I hum and sing along with the joyful song. At least to me it's joyful. Maybe I really need to see that psychologist after all...

As I turn into a corner, I bump into a rock hard abdomen and fall down. My head hurts. My headphones dislodge themselves from my ears and I notice how quiet it is.

" OY! HOW DARE YOU BUMP INTO OUR BOSS!" a man shouts. I grimace. It's been almost a day since I've heard a real voice and not just singing.

I look at him with low interest. Suits. Tall. Tattoo on neck and hands. Blond. Calvone's 10th, Dino Chiavarone

" Nah, it's okay! I don't think he did it in purpose, right ragazzo?" his voice resonates through the wind.

" I'm sorry" I whisper, getting up and brushing my hands against my pants legs.

" It's okay! What are you doing here all alone? It's dangerous!" he asks, worry lacing his voice.

Urgh. I don't deserve it

" I'm running away...from my old life and starting a new one" I say, my voice low and solemn.

Lower than it usually is.

" But, you’re freezing! I'm sure that your parents---" he begins to say, still using that worried

tone.

Anger laces my mind.

" My parents wouldn't give a shit about me! I bet no one really cares about me! Don't be worried about me, I don't deserve it!" I shout and run. Is this all that I'm good at? Running?

He calls out to me and runs after me. " Wait! WAIT!" his subordinates run after him.

I run as fast as my abused legs could go, headphones banging against my neck. I twist and turn in the unfamiliar neighbor hood.

Seriously, I'm not going to last for long if this keeps on. I'm already tired as it is. When I finally

look back, I saw no one running to me. Not a soul.

I look at a bridge. It has a bank and some land under it. I guess that's where I'll bunk for tonight. I tiredly walk there and collapse on the ground. I can't move. I can't feel anything. I slowly fall asleep, not caring about anything. My eyes flutter to a close.

I hope I don't get mugged.

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COMMENTS PLEASE!

Going back

Going to my hometown in Port Dickson for Deepavali!

No internet for a couple of days but I will take plenty of pictures for you! * if I can la...*

Love you all, bye!

Your Friend,

Seiichiro Sano

Stupid prefect meeting...and a pretty much boring day...=+='''

IZAYA X KIDA~~

So, today is very boring....* falls asleep*

* Other Sano walks in*

Okay, so we had to go early to school for a photography session of the prefects...and it was a complete waste of our time =+=''''

I arrived just a few mins before the teacher called us...and 7 were not there. So we waited. and Waited. And waited....until everyone was there and they only took two lousy pictures that we had to pay RM 1 for! Lousy rip off!!!!

One interesting this that happened was there was, yet another possesion case at school, and yes, it was a Malay girl...and yes, she was screaming her head off even after one of the school's ustadz tried to cure her....the girls were kinda spooked from the screaming voices...that could be heard well over 10 meters away ^_^

Hehe, COOL! * looking at a weirdo here, don't mind him*

So, we had our all time fav Agama! * scarcastic as hell*

I had a pretty hard time doing it...it was hard...because well, I didn't touch a page of it since I sent in the whole damn green note book for agama...which I had to complete 51 pages in like a day for nothing since we could have give it in on Friday..which I thought we had to give it in on Thursday...and I spent like 8 hours trying to finish it -_-''''

During the sivik exam however, that was a whole different thing.

I finished the paper in 10 minutes flat and made a beeline for the small stack of paper that I had at my side. Suprisingly, the teacher didn't take it away or anything...maybe they knew that I liked to draw...

So I drew a Hibari * the skylark, not the prefect* in flight and a beach pic for the current Sano and the gang

It starts off with François in his full glory * use your imagination* looking at some rather busty women with a grin on his face * HEY, I LOVE SANO!" " Not in this one. You'll only start to like him/her after you have a fever and she/he will take care of you! :3" " Stupid, peverted, daft prick...damn bakayarou"*

Sano wears a racer back tank top and is looking at François with the classical grim lines and teardrop.

Besides him/her is Santa with her long hair...who is sulking because you can't really wear headphones without them getting wet while on the beach, right?

Cross...is has the mentality of a five year old and is raising his hands up in the air and is somewhere between laughing his head off and....being autistic * tries to hold off laugh*

So yeah, I had fun drawing that! And when I looked up, it was 10 mins before school's over and I was like YEAH!!!! DRAWING PAYS!

So yeah, nothing interesting for today...maybe something good will happen tomorow...

Your Friend,

Seiichiro Sano

* Blogger is turning against me...I can't use the pretty colours...*

I cut my hair~~

Okay...I finally cut my hair into something that shouts " BOY!"

But my eyes are kind of a giveaway...I have long eyelashes that I inherited from my dad...so does my bro.

Okay, I just finished my Colouring and Artist-ty work for today...and I have done quite a lot of stuff. I have done five chara sheets for my comic, Kisah Remaja ( just the title is in BM, the comic will be in English) and completed my 4 seasons drawing which will probably be on dA tomorrow, if I wake up early enough...

My dad taught me a great deal about taking picutres using this tiny little webcam and I am grateful for the info! But...my backdrop paper is pink....WHY?! I'm going to get me a black one!

Shit...my stomachs grumbly and there's no food in the house except for the soup that my mom makes which I don't like. I don't really drink soup unless it's Campbells or if it's thich and creamy like Mushroom soup...or if it's the Chicken Rice soup. Yes, call me picky but if I tried smeling * to get a wiff of it into my blocked nose* it when I was sick and I vomited! Yes...I can be picky when I want to and no one can stop me.

Going back to hair....It's like TM Revolution but a shorter, very short, version of it. It surpised my mom and the lady who cuts my hair. The guy that I usually go to was busy with my friend's family so she had to do it instead. My mom was like " Oh, it's too short!!!!" with all the melodramatic drama....and then she said " Oh, nice!"

Adults have moodswings faster than is teenagers, do they?

I'm going out to Sunway Pyramid, a local hotspot that has a water park nearby, with my friends tomorow (well...today actually, since I'm writing this at 12 am)

THis is like the second time in the year that my dad has actually let me go out ( with friends la) the first was a movie outing that didn't happen because everyone couldn't come...

Hee~~ Going to be photographer....haha!

I finally, just saw RED!!! It's so cool! I love the part when he comes right out of the car and shoots the CIA person!!! AWESOMENESS! ( do not mind the crazy idiot here. Adrenalin junkie =_='''')

Urgh...writning bug has bitten me! Must write story as if I were to die! * speeds off to write a chapter*

Your friend,

Seiichiro Sano

ps: HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!

HIBARI AND TSUNA!!!!

Since I can't stay infront of the netbook to write abnormally long posts because I'm studying and chatting at the same time ( I don't know how I'm going to pass my exams.....JUST DO IT LA!)

So, this is a week long post that small thoughts have been pored in, okay? By next week, I'll be back blogging properly now that the exams are gone and I can FINALLY be free...at least until next year...

Hajimette saiyo! ( I think its for lets go...I heard it in a KHR cosplay of Lucky Star's OP)

25/10/10

Okay, so its the start of the exam week. ( slience)

I had BM ( national Language) and History today...and I think I did okay...Okay, I did hentam ( just guessed) some of the answers for the 60 question History test...I hope I did well enough for that one.

The first thing that the teacher did was write the Headmistress's words of advice ( *scoffs* you call that words of advice? It's like your talking to a bunch of 6 year olds...) Which were

1.DO NOT SLEEP.... ( funnily enough, I did this for 15 minutes during history because it was taking too long to finish the 1 hour and 15 minutes time lenght for it...woke up and looked at the clock...it was lonely 6.15...and the exam finished at 6.40...-_-''')

2. Test papers will be taken back at the end of the exams. ( I was like, NO! I CAN'T DRAW!!!! I always draw on my test papers. It's free paper and I'm saving the environment by reusing paper! I should be thanked! * pouts*)

Haha, yes, I'm deranged! * runs like a mad man from the netbook and back while singing Aizat's Years from Now)

The BM written exam ( ala, Penulisan..paper 2, whatever you call it)....was SO INTENSE!

There were 4 parts...in which I spent the most in the Essay. I did the formal letter about the stealing cases ( I Don't KNow how to explain it...) in my neighbour hood...

And I spent 20 mins memorizing 5 things needed for Section D (Questions about the novel that we have to read...it's kinda boring and kidish...) and they gave us three of them and asked us to write the evidance! I was looking at the paper and my mind went blank and I almost laughed. Yes, I am mentaly unstable, har har.

I finished it in about 20 mins before the time ran out...So that means I spent 1 hour and 40 mins on a exam...wow...

26/10/10

Today is English and Geo...

I spent 50 minutes ( Almost) on a friggin letter....Because of what, you may ask?

They asked me to write a letter to a friend and apparently, I'm in Penang. I got stuck on the Add for about 5 mins ( mind went blank. When what happens, I don't have a sense of time and sometimes 10 minutes can pass by...that happens a lot when I draw...)

So I settled down the add...and guess what it is...

1827, Vongola Apartment,

69000, Jalan Raja Scott,

Pulau Penang.

HAHAHA, I LOLed when I told my friends~~

and Guess how many words I wrote?

536 words.

Yes, I deranged. I just wrote about three things and it became that long...COOL!!!

Also happened to write about meeting a kid ( new best friend on the island, haha) who is the livin', breathin' version of Mr. Skylark himself!!!! * faints from excitment*

* gets a splash of cold water from Other Sano and wakes up*

I think I'm going to flunk Geo...I did pretty unwell...

27/10/10

We have Science and Seni ( arts)...

Science was kinda tough.

And I drew! 1827 \>^

And I drew Hibari in shades with some abbs~~ ANd Tsuna looks so shota-ish~~ And I think I'm in love with TYL! Hibari's eyes in one of the drawings * point to the pic above*

I should be studying...not squealing over the product of my drawings.

Oh, to heck with it! I wanna squeal all I want!

Kyoko-chan was head over heels with it~~ Gyahahaha!

28/10/10

Okay, so we had maths and Moral for the non-muslims~~

Paper two...was kinda hard...but I didn't feel anything while Paper 1 was kinda easy...and I repeat my last sentace.

I'm sure I've gotten quite a few of the questions wrong...God, I'm scared.

I am now in the process of inking and editing my 1827 drawings~~ So far, I've done a combo. The 4 seasons...which includes Hibari and Tsuna at the beach for Summer~~ and the first of what I call Project Music! It's pretty simple and straight forward. Draw something that has something to do with the song and volia~! You have your drawing!

The first is of the song Green Light, by Andre 3000 and it's upstairs! Yep, I was listening to that song on the radio while studying...and I sketched the first look in my History referance book~~ No, not the school's ( Why waste such art on school textbooks that have to be returned at the end of the year?)

So, the drawing is something like cyberpunk ( yes, I'm weird) and tecno infused with a touch of gothic-ness...Even if you can't really see it...but to me it's there!

How it'll be...well, that's going to have to wait...* trying to find a scanner-boy/scanner-girl that won't peak into the work that their scanning. Yaoi doesn't really work with the older people of this world*

As usual, no background, just the 1827~~ Oh, yeah, it's TYL! Hibari x Shota(ish)!Tsuna

I made Tsuna so shota-ish in the pictures I took....I feel ashamed with myself! \>;;

29/10/10

YEAH! I'm FINISHED!!!!

We had PE ( Why is there even an exam for this, I will never know) and Arts.

Hehe, I took around 10 mins to just play with the paper and the objective sheet and then I drew~~

AHAHA! , First Durarara!!! Pic! Izaya x Kida...Izaya looks like Hibari! WAKAKAK-hack-AKA!

Arts was so damn intense! Why? Because I only managed to finish my artwork 15-10 mins before the exam finished!

I did a graffit of a personal bookmark that went missing ( I think it's still in the room) but the figure and the words of the pic was diffrent...and of course, I'm going to take a pic of it as soon as I get it back from the teach!

Is now in the process inking and colouring that Izaya and Kida pic...

To all my followers, I'm so sorry for not blogging for quite a long time and I promise, this will mark a date of when I come back to blogging!

To see the pics, please visit my Deviatart page at http://donseiichirosano.deviantart.com/

A coolioage ( haha, cool+ collage) of my pics, edits done by Photoscape...it's free! Aming for Photoshop and Sai next!

Sorry for not updating....I had loads of work and I finished like dozen drawings~!

So, nothing much happen anways..and I have some bad news...

The photography trip at the wedding has been CANCELED.....Yes...WTF has happen?!

Well...the main cause is that this one group of my mother's relatives are kinda rude and I bet they think of us like shit so...they were the ones who wanted to but into this woman's ( a friend of my mom too...I don't remember her) youngest daughter's wedding and wanted me to become a flower girl ( much to my happy-self, I didn't become)

Then , the woman brang kids from Kelantan and I'm not, yay! * sarcasm*

After that, I sent a messsage to the bride about my plans, she said yes. BUT, they ONLY told us the time of the wedding YESTERDAY. No wedding invitation, nothing

So yeah, no wedding photo shoot. But I'm having one with my friends after this so...wait for it...* sarcasm*

Nice~~

But, as soon as I get a wiff of a wedding somewhere that I can go without crashing it, I WILL GO AND TAKE SHOTS THERE, FTW! * angst*

Argh...I wanna sleep properly after this...only 6 hours today...

* gets up lazily and walks to the bathroom, instead of the bedroom*

Other Sano : Okay...that was weird, even for kuso-gaki

Sarah: Stop calling him that!

Other Sano: Whatever...I'm going to force him to wear something nice for the photoshoot, even if he is the photographer.

Sarah: Isn't the skull shirt and cargo pants enough? He could cosplay as Dino in that you know!

Other Sano : But he's a PHOTOGRAPHER that doesn't really like his pictures getting taken by others!

Sarah: Have you even asked him why?

Other Sano : * puts on thinking cap*...No?

Sarah: Hah! See! You are never considerate!

* Kyoko-chan and Usagi-chan stop by*

Usagi-chan: Are you three still fighting?

Kyoko-chan: Dei, only Sarah and Other Sano are here la. I think you need glasses! * smirk*

Usagi-chan: I RAISE MY EYES INTO THE SKY and SAY AYYYYOOOO, NO COMPRENDO! * runs to search for Kimi no Todoke manga*

* I come out of the bathroom*

Me: She has perfect vision. We don't.

Kyoko-chan: They why don't you wear your spectacles in the photo?

Me: You see me in them everyday, my mom complains that I wear them 24-7...so I don't use it a few times seems weird ke?

Kyoko-chan: Yes

* looks that the laptop screen, and publishes post*

Your Friend,

Seiichiro San0

New month, new beginings...

Loveless~~

Okay, so I, Seiichiro Sano, have yet again become a dickhead and ignored my beloved wife, Blogger. XP

Argh...I am becoming lazy again after the Raya holidays...skipping school seems to be the only thing on my mind nowdays ( and I have done it for the sake of doing it...I'm badass now....I think. But I'm still freaked out by bugs and all...yet I can still call myself a seme...)

So...I was thinking of Cross seme-ing Francois ( yes, I can still think about that even if I plan on marrying him to Sano and I'm in the car laughing about it....XD) in the car and BAM! This brilliant thought comes into my mind.

How 'bout, I do commissions?

Erm...it goes like this. I will be posting this thing on each of my domains except for my abandoned FF account....and all the rules follow as such

For people on dA, Blogger and Facebook who wants a piece of my art, but can't see me or talk to me face to face ( meaning that both of us are not in the same school, place, district, country, planet, solar system, Etc)

You could either ask for OC's ( mine : YES... Yours: Let's just see, kay? But I will do it if you really want it) or KHR people~~ ( one defect...I can't draw anything else than KHR...) that can be exchanged for one of your drawings or a short story! You can contact me anywhere...But If you want to contact me on Blogger, leave a comment in both the post comment and chatbox, kay?

For the others that go to the same school as me, see me in the neighbourhood, kill me if they want to~~ I will ask for MONEY~~ Hehe, this is so that I don't have to wait for a century if I want to buy something above RM 60...like those shoes that I STILL haven't gotten yet ( my dad promised me....and yet he goes buying a new pair of pants and boxers...not to mention shoes...) and the speciality pens, which are just pens that aid me in my artwork.

So, You could ask for drawings on lined paper ( that has my school logo...since it's cheaper buying my school test pad that the ones outside)

Take note that, I don't colour these..well colourfully since I base them on free art and grafitti elements. The only thing that will be coloured is the heart ( if you ask for the Heart collection...Sample I normally draw a heart that is like in the pic or it's fractured and it's....very hard to explain....) or the red string of destiny ( you know, the red string that joins you to your soulmate? It's very sweet)

On A4 paper:

These will be coloured ( most of the time, unless you want it black and white to be or in monochrome coloured paper * think of Kuroshitsuji*, which I will try to find!)...again...not much/ no background at all...I just can't draw them without damaging the paper...*badartist*badartist*badartist* =___=''''''

THEMES: Prisoner - the chara that you request will be either suffering from something...or it just be that they want to be free from whatever they bonded ( ehehehe~~ BONDED~~) to samples...later....

Victorian : Like how I usually draw my chara's when they aren't in their normal clothes. LOOK AT KUROSHITSUJI IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND~~

Casual : You know the drill~~ This is one of the easiest

Sleep : I'll tweak it a little, okay~~ Sleeping teen, people, etc

COST ( People who aren't near me):

Simple grafitti/free-art concept: 1 simple drawing (Like a sketch la...) or a below 700 words story of my choice. For the story, I will ask for shounen-ai or gender bender story of my fav pairings from KHR

Complicated ones- detailed things that are really detailed...or such: 1 moderate/ dificult drawing or a 2000 words story or above above....may include Yaoi if you can handel it~~

COST ( People who can kill me if they want to):

Simple grafitti/free-art concept: RM 1.50 meet me during P.E if you want to request

Complicated ones : RM3-Rm...Let's just see if I can finish it *shotshotshot*~~ ( but you can pay beransur-ansuran, okay?)

ONE MORE THING!

I have an idea of drawing another comic!

Those who go to SKTD2 will know la...I sold them cheap there because I did it last year...and gain...less that RM 10, even if there were only two copies left ( which I saved for Anya-chan and I can't send it there because I misplaced your address)...adoi...

SO this time, I will be having a comic, ( coloured by colour pencil) that will be either...

1. A tale of twins

Twins are actually 1 soul, split into two pieces so that they could live seperatly so that they could protect each other when in need. Mirror Twins are rare, most of them don't live after their first year on earth. They are the opposites of each other, like Ying and Yang

15 year old Zwei, the dark and sinister older twin, happens to have jet black hair and red eyes as well as a fearsome reputation of being the strongest person under 18 that Japan has too offer. She cares for her weaker twin deeply, beating up anyone that even lays a finger on him. A gifted assassin that regularly skips school so that she could sleep properly ( 10 hours ain't enough for her, just like me) because of her hectic killing records, having professionally killed more people that she could cout

Jun, the light and naive younger twin, has light brown and blue eyes, is known to the world as a the second Mozart, having composed his first musical symphony at the age of 5 and reconising all the notes and keys in the * look at Beethoven Virus, the one where young Kang manages to find the notes to the well kept secret song* at the age of 3. Born with a frail heart cause by a never heard before disease, he may only live up to the age of 25, unless they could find the cure to his ailment.

What happens when Jun falls sick because of.....

Haha, it's either this or a rerun of KISAH REMAJA ( Teenage Story) IN ENGLISH!!!!!

Kisah Remaja is a short comic that I made in a book my friend gave me when I was 11. I still have it up in the room but it's poorly drawn ( yes, I laugh when I read it nowdays) and it's in BM...and the charas are kinda....weird...and I lost the first segment...so Imma do it back...

I think I'm going to do Kisah Remaja back since it's already there and I'll just have to copy it into A4 paper and I could finally make some moola~~ The price will be...see first la, how thick it is and I don't remember the cost of Colour Photocopy...so, it'll be between RM 2.50-RM 4 per copy ( there will be 3 of them, I think...I'm going to do a extra one about their childhood~~ and how Star and Maisara met!!!!!) My first ever couple that clings to my memory since I created them~~ Aww, this bring backs memories of a naive 11 year old!!!!!

Kisah Remaja is about a group of friends that get through everyday life by being together and there for each other.

Star, 15 is kinda like the leader of the group that lives the way of cool, because I based him to Soul Eater Evans from the anime Soul Eater~~

He has bright red eyes and snowy white hair that he stlyes in irregular spikes at the left side of his head. He wears his school uniform three buttons down and has a tee inside and a headband on his head. His most iconic one is the black one with eyes on it. Star is very protective of his little sister Jenny and likes to play the guitar. Best friends with Eddie.

Maisara, 15 is Star's super smart girlfriend that is very hot to me and I based her on Ino from Naruto without being super girly and Basil from KHR~~

She has dirty blond hair that has one long strip that covers her eyes and light blue eyes. She wears a pair of earings. She wears a baju kurung and looks nice in it. Totally into playing with Star ( she pranked him~~) and hanging out with Maka and her cousin Mark, she's a very nice person. Used to be rivals with Mimi. Has two older twin brothers, Jeno and Leno who are 8 years older than her.

Jenny, 13 is Star's younger stepsister that looks like Kyoko from KHR coincidently~~

She has light orange hair and blue eyes. Her dad got married to Star's mom when she was 3 and Star instantly had sister complex on her. She's talented in playing music and aspires to be a musician when she grows up. Best friends and later girlfriend of Iqbal.

Iqbal, 13 is Jenny's best friend since they were kids. He's had feelings for Jenny for quite a long time but he was scared of shouting it to her. A very sweet kid and the only son of a hotel owner, he met Jenny and Star when he got lost at the park.

And I'll write about the rest of them in the comic for intros and do a correlation chart in it~~

Ja ne~!

Your Incredibly Lazy Friend,

Seiichiro Sano

Balik Kampung~~ Balik Kampung~~

Okay, I've been unreasonable again....SORRY!

I am lazing around in the house because of the 2 week holiday that we have and I am supposed to do my holiday homework ( HATE IT!) Internet's being shitty now...so this is pretty much delayed.

So...social updates.

1. Remeber the wedding I said I was going to be a dulang carrier? I'm NOT one anymore! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! Okay, so that won't distract me from my photograpy shootout that day! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

So, when Daisy ( the bride-to-be) texted my mother about that, I replied to her asking permission to photograph amateur-ly and she replied the day later....and....MY MOM PICKED IT Up! Aye Caramba! =___='''''''''

The reason I asked was so that it wouldn't be like the first one I did...very messy and un orginized but some of the pics were nice. You can see some of them on my dA page, some on my Facebook ( so far, I have uploaded none....) and of course, so of them on Blogger as you can see with the one on top ( internet's being a bitch so you can't see it). It's my one of my favourite colors, PURPLE! Haha~~ ( I think the sugar finally got to my mind la....-_-'''')

So, with her permission, I could have better shots because she did let me. That would also mean I should be almost like those professional one ( but I'm not getting payed or anything because this is purely for my experience)

She then started to tell everyone and just had to tell about the pics that I took during my neighbour's wedding...and she had me go to her house to give the pics and that was embarrassing because...THERE WERE A WHOLE LOT OF BLOOPERS..... and loads of not that nice pics, and I think that this post is influenced my the song Zombie by the Cranberries and Don't Speak by No Doubt ( or something like that) playing on the radio full blast....

So...I'm with my mom, she's cooking in the kitchen for Hari Raya. While stiring the Beef Rendang ( Mouth is watering) she kept on asking if I could really do it and that was really getting to my nerves....Not only because the Rendang was SO good smelling....

Who asked her to tell everyone? She told my relative who was supposed to send my 'Dulang carrier' clothes, she told her friend who asked her what she was going to cook for Raya.....I DON'T NEED THAT TYPE OF PUBLICITY! Although it is good for my reputation and profile....

Now, IF somehow I can't do it...or just happen to mess up....I will die!

That's mainly because LOADS of important poeple will come to the wedding and I am very nervous...even if that thing is almost a month later

Okay, that's one thing done

2. I am losing a friend....You Know, ThoAho?

That person got mad at me after I told him off for disturbing me during a maths Period and he got ticked off and is now sending rude comments every single time when I ask him something on Facebook....and it's really getting to my nerves...Notice a pic at the mature content ( only for the under 13 la) at dA? That was when he made this long post on my wall....which made me VERY angry and I haven't be that angry in my whole life....well...except the time where my IDIOT bro killed my old Sony CD player

You know what, I would like to say to him, stop being a girl ( he's a guy that people think is gay) and say it to my face if you have something to say to me, not on my FB Wall, you COWARD! Hmmp, when you said all those rude things during our 3 year friendship ( 1 year was spent on fighting and calling each other names that drove our tutor crazy XP) and I said nothing...and I raise my voice once and you become like this.

BAAAAKKKKKAAAAAAA NO KUUUUUUSSSSSOOOOO GAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKIIIIIII!!!!!!!

3. It's Raya Eve! YAY!

One of my favourite Raya Songs, with Karaoke! XP

Another one by Meet Uncle Hussien~~

My mom has cooked Beef and Chicken Rendang ( something like curry but Malay style and it can also be turned into Serunding, those fine and hairy strips of either meat that look like miniture versions of Beef Jerky, I guess), Ketupat ( square or triangle shaped sacs made out of a spesific type of leave depending on the type filled with rice that is steamed 2 times and sometimes has beans in it) Nasi Himpit and Kuah Kacang.....

ANother one! X3

Sorry, but the internet's shitty and no pics or something like that can be shared so I'm going to do this when it's better so sorry!

As you can see, this post is rather short...SORRY!

Your RATHER lazy friend,

Seiichiro Sano

My outings and a wedding

~~D18~~

Yeah...I know, my posts have been really irregular now-days... but don't worry, I'm still alive ( sort of)

So...this weekend was kinda hectic. I followed my dad to his friend's ( Mr. Ganessan, or however you spell his name) daughter's wedding dinner.

She was a very beautiful woman who I liked to talk to when I was a kid...around the age of 4. But the funny thing, I don't remember it...OH! That girl...I was a an avid ( no, pysco) fan of Pokemon when I was a kid ( now...Not so. I'm concentrating on Mafia and Butlers now, ushishishi~~)

SO...I remember liking Brock, which was my tied up in first place with James ( who knew that he and Brock had the same voice actor in the English version?) and Misty.

Ash was second place, with Tracy and Charizard. I vaguely remember telling her about having 14 brothers and sisters, just like Brock....Oh, Lord, you are free to take me away...I can't live with this humiliation....

*Mushrooms grow on body, violet and dark purple will o' wisps start to surround Sano...Inner Sano takes over. He grills the mushrooms*

Um! Yummy! Okay...I think the kuso gaki has to see a psychiatrist to deal with 'his' depression issues.

Oyaji told him last minute so he couldn't secure a camera. But don't worry, He's already 'booked' a camera for the Malay wedding that he has to be a Dulang carrier ( I'll ask Kuso Gaki to explain this later in the post) Count on him for these type of things.

So, he told oyaji to tell him if there were any weddings that he could follow to ( Kuso Gaki is a BIG daddy's 'girl') at least a week before it so that he could talk to Black-tan ( a fellow tomboy turned into a 'hardcore', whatever that is) who is the person he books the camera's from.

Surprisingly, he was cooperative and actually LISTENED to his endless babbling. That person...if you start a conversation about cosplay, KHR, 1827, Kuroshitsuji or anything that he likes...he'll talk about it like there's no tomorrow.

When he's quiet, he so damn quiet. When he's annoying, he so annoying that he turns into a stalker. When he's angry, he'll bash up another idiot called Jensen at the back of the van ( which is turning into a daily habit since he said that girls can't fight and she ended up squishing him. Yes, squishing) But when he's sad, he'll be depressed like when he found out that 'his' Fariq-koi got accepted into the Boarding school near Sabak Bernam.

Could you believe he was like a happy puppy when he found out they were initially going to be in the same class for yet another year? You could see the cat tail swishing and his cat ears perked up. Oya, my master is a very weird individual.

On the day, he woke up late as usual, kinda stiff from sleeping on his stomach while crushing his right arm under it. Went down to wash face and oyaji asked him what was he going to wear. Like normal, so he thought, black muscle tee ( teh one I used for Ame-chan's fair well party) and his Diesel Jeans.

Kaasan said no. Tried to make him wear a punjabi suit that emphasized on the chest reigon. One on green and the other in ( god forbid) pink. He pouted, flicking his eyes in an angry way as kaasan told 'him' he looked nice in it.

He pouted more and oyaji said they would go to One Utama to look for a pair of decent pants. They did, at 70% off. THe original price was RM114 something and it looked really nice! They looked like slacks but the material wasn't the soft, silky type but the jeans type. Combine that and the shirt from Nic by Nicole and you got yourselves a heart stealer

* Sarah manages to chase away the will o' wisps ( she was born from a family of shamans, originating from Kuso Gaki's great grandfather) and cheers up Sano. Inner Sano goes off to handle an annoying brat called Jensen*

Okay, Inner Sano thought of me as an equal in the cool department? Somethings up. He didn't take his medicine properly, I guess.

Okay, we then had to spend almost 3 hours there just for my mom to look at the baju raya...she wanted something more tradtional so she went to Somerset Bay ( my eyes were brunt out of their sockets because of the amount of pinkish hues and fluffy dresses.

Spent like almost an hour there and she went out, buying nothing. Went down to British India and she bought a dress thingy...and then went to Jusco and had to wait for her...AGAIN...to pick up the top part of the kebaya that she liked...

Came back around 5 something and FINALLY got my haircut...It's something like Kim Bum's but the fringe is shorter...Here's a pic

~~After having my bath~~

~~Before, with my bed hair~~

At the dinner, SOMEONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I WAS A BOY! Veell...kinda.

There was this beautiful woman and her Brit husband. She asked " Oh, is that your son? Daughter?" to my dad.

FUCK YEAH! I am so damn proud

Nothing much during the dinner, although there was this cool Indian dance that was called the Baratha---someting. My dad knows about it. Um..the one what goes ' Dakadakadakadaka'?

I told him later about my blog ( I am not going to give him the URL now...maybe later) and the cosplay group. He accepted it!

After that, me and dad went for a foot massage! Well..I got a shoulder massage and a foot massage because my dad asked them to...I was kinda kekok a during the whole session. They were very friendly, both of them from China. The one attending to my dad commented that I was good in speaking English because I kept on blabbing about my Cosplay Group. He also compared foot sizes with me and my dad!

He's was a size 5 while mine's 8 and my dad's 11. The one attending me said that I looked like my dad a lot. Hehe, they were really friendly. My dad said that it's customary to ask something about the people who massage you so I asked where were they from. Both of them were from Shenyi or from Beijing. They had been working in Malaysia for 5 years.

So, after saying good bye to them, we went to 7-Eleven and got some crab balls! They were yummy! And I bought a magazine...but I should have bought Arena instead of Kreko...It has Kuroshitsuji...

After that, during the drive back, I got to know that I actually came from a family of Shamans! Yeah, you read right, Shamans!

My great grandfather from my dad's side was a very rich man in Brunei and India, so rich that he was richer than any of the people in the countries. He had loads of Land so you get la.

He got chased out of India and by that time, the British were heiring people from China and India for work so he hopped on.

There are many Indian gods. He worshiped one of them. He would play instruments and say some magic words ( no matter how retarded that sounds, I don't know how to explain it) and he'd go into a trance, like how Shamans do!

But when he died, there was a feud between the brothers and the land he own was lost forever. My grandfather knew where they were, I think but old age takes a told on memory. If my grandfather had remember it and passed it on to my dad, he would be something equivalent of a millionaire....

Actually, it's cool to find out these things, ya know? Try and find out about your family.

I now know why I'm so damn crazy and hyper and psycotic...My great grandmother from my mom's side was crazy...so that figures.

Ah, one more thing.

In Malay weddings, we have gifts. The Groom will send the bride gifts and vice versa. To represent the gifts, Dulan carriers are needed. Mainly following the person's gender, we carry them into the house or hall were the Akad Nikah is held.

"A Malay wedding proper begins with the akad nikah (marriage contract) ceremony. The groom signs the marriage contract and agrees to provide the bride with a mas kahwin (mahar,literally 'marriage gold' in form of money or goods or anything as requested by the bride).It is opposite to dowry where the mas khawin is paid by the groom to the bride. The mas khawin is a symbol to show that the men is willing and are prepared to build a family with the lady he chose to get married to. The contract signing is done before a religious official and is accompanied by prayer."

Your Friend,

Seiichiro Sano