I remembered something....from my last year at primary school

Breath gasping. Heart beating, pumping the much needed oxygen into the bunny running away from the big bad wolf. The bunny runs fast, trying not to face the fact. The wolf licks his lips. The bunny starts to cry a bit. The wolf softens a little.

" Don't worry, little bunny. I am here to be your friend" the wolf will say to the bunny.

" Really?" the little bunny will ask, bunny ears down, almost bursting out in tears.

" Really" the big bad wolf will say, totally memorized in the young, childish face of the little bunny " It's because, I love you"

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That's exactly how I felt when I confessed.

To my beloved Sasuke.

Who I think didn't even understand a single thing I said.

Who looked at me and just nodded.

Who went on to a boarding school.

Who wears the uniform a few sizes too big ( I saw Sasuke during the Anugerah Cermelang * Good Achiever Awards* of my old school)

Who still looks like the nerdy kid I fell in love with during my fourth year at primary school.

Who I didn't notice until then.

Who made my heart blossom whenever I saw a smile directed at me.

Who I was too shy to talk to at first.

Who I then shared game interests later ( well sort of)

Who I said 143 to.

Who I kicked once and apologised when I went to Anya-chan's house ( remember? It was so funny that you went in laughing fits on the bed, while I was like a little puppy....You were the one who called Sasuke, right?)

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My soul yearns for my beloved, even if I am not meant for you.

Even if god above shall try and stop me.

Even if I would face the worst time in my life.

Even if I shall perish.

Even if my friends think I'm silly.

Even if there's Matsuyama Ken'Ichi ( L in Deathnote) or Megan Fox to go after.

I will faithfully stay at your side.

I will faithfully love you.

For you are my beloved.

Who I love with all my might.

Let there be Oceans and monsters.

I will pursue you until the depths of this earth.

Until you get married.

Then, I will give my blessing to you and your beloved.

For, I love you too much.

143, my dear Sasuke.

Your Friend,

Seiichiro Sano